Shaman White Eagle Feather
Pam Jenkins, in her own words.
What is a shaman?
A shaman is an individual in specific cultures and spiritual traditions who is thought to communicate with the spirit world, enter altered states of consciousness, and serve as a healer, guide, or mediator between humans and spiritual forces. Becoming a shaman is not something one is born into; rather, it is a lifelong journey that unfolds as one embraces this path.
My experience with the invisible started when I was a child. Many kids have what they call “invisible friends,” and while most eventually grow out of it, I didn’t. My invisible friends became my constant companions and trusted confidants.
Being a child who talks to the invisible can lead to some interesting situations. There were times when I would share things I heard from my invisible friends, and it didn’t always go over well in the real world. I still remember a time when I was 10 years old at a bridal shower for an 18-year-old from our church. I accidentally blurted out, “When is the baby shower?” My mom was mortified and vowed never to take me to anything like that again. At that age, I didn’t realize I was saying things people preferred to keep quiet. Now that I’m in my 60s, I’ve improved a bit, but I still have my moments!
Curse or gift?
Seeing the invisible can be perceived by some as a curse due to the various labels that can arise from this ability. When you work closely with these unseen realms, you notice and hear things that most people do not; many may mistakenly label this as mental illness. As part of my initiation into shamanism, I have experienced things that most individuals would find overwhelming. These experiences are indeed initiations, because to embark on a journey of self-discovery and growth, one must navigate through the realms of the invisible. These realms are often beyond the comprehension of those living solely in the third dimension, as many either do not wish to explore them or simply cannot acknowledge their existence.
My before
Before I began my work as a shaman, I spent 20 years as a court reporter. During that time, I covered a wide range of court cases, from criminal trials to domestic disputes involving fights over furniture, homes, and children. I also reported on financial conflicts of all kinds. My experience on Capitol Hill, observing various Senate hearings and the inner workings of D.C., further shaped my perspective.
Trust me when I say that working with the invisible, whether helping someone with an attachment, a possession, or a psychic attack, is far easier than witnessing the extent to which humans are willing to harm one another and be perfectly fine with it. My years as a court reporter have only reinforced my commitment to shamanic work, which helps others heal.
The most important lesson
Children are not possessions; they are human beings with their own feelings and needs, separate from the adults who bring them into the world. It is distressing when those adults use children as tools or weapons to hurt each other. Many adults carry the scars of childhood trauma, which often manifests as repeated traumas in adulthood. These unresolved issues can and will be triggered until they are properly healed.
Training and initiations
In my journey to explore my gifts from the invisible realm, I studied at the Astrological Institute in Port Charlotte, Florida, under the guidance of Sandy Anastasia and John Maiers. In 2003, I met Shaman Mic McManus at AIIS, who has become a mentor and has taught me invaluable lessons. He guided me through my first vision quest in Sedona, Arizona, in 2006.
From 2012 to 2013, I underwent several initiations. My guides wanted to ensure that I was prepared for any challenges that could arise during the global vibrational shift and spiritual awakening that the entire planet is experiencing. It was time for me to anchor myself and prepare for what lay ahead.
In 2017, I had the opportunity to study with Shaman Don (a pseudonym) in the Amazon jungle, where we focused on plant medicine and participated in ceremonial practices.
In 2026, we had the privilege of attending a sweat lodge ceremony in Interlachen, Florida, hosted by Chief White Bear and Cindy Spirit Catcher of the Pan American Indian Association. During this experience, we were embraced by the tribe. This journey has felt like an accumulation of many lifetimes in a single experience. Our purpose in sharing this is to inspire others to embark on their own inner journeys, helping them to find their own sense of wholeness.
Why “Shaman”
Throughout my life, I have adopted various labels that reflect my career and personal experiences. However, the label I hold most dear is Shaman, a testament to the profound training I have undergone across both visible and unseen realms. This journey has enriched my understanding and connection to the world around me.
If you’re looking for guidance on your own journey or wish to hear about another’s encounters with the unseen, I encourage you to connect with me. I have explored the depths of fear and anger, and I understand what lurks in that realm; I can both see and hear it. Yet, I consciously choose not to reside there.
If you or someone you know is experiencing voices or visions that are causing discomfort or chaos, we offer sessions to address these challenges. We work with both groups and individuals. One of our key offerings is the ability to anchor and amplify energy for people.